The Bestest WWW Sites and Channels

Here is a list of WWW sites I visit that are also open to the public. Some WWW sites I visit are closed to the general public, mainly sites where journal papers are offered for general Peer Review. Yes, when a journal paper is offered for publication, I forget who does it, but scientists are chosen to do the Official Peer Review and experimental reproduction. Other scientists are allowed to read the journal paper and offer their insights. However, the Official Peer Review is done by selected group of 3 to 8 scientists. Unless this has changed…

Listed only by rememberance. All open in new tabs.

There are many, many more I watch regularly. May list some others at a later time.

And my most favoritest: The Greater Insult (nt)

A high percentage of the above are YouTube Channels that should be REQUIRED for ALL Religitards. I get some of my ideas from YouTube channels. The only ones I truly despise reading/watching are the Religitardism Brain Diarrhea.

How do you think I came up with the idea of rewriting my “Life from Lifelessness” essay (new tab)? In actuality, I had already thought of that essay in answer to this question: “How can life come to be from that which is lifeless?” over half a century ago. I happened to watch a YouTube video that gave a detailed analysis of the Miller-Urey experiment. Then came to mind the previous debate I had against a Pulpit Prevaricator 49y ago when I was just in High School. I dug it up, along with stuff from another library I purchased, and rewrote it. It was a shock to read childhood notebooks kept like science journal papers of someone who came to the same “most plausible” answer to that question some quarter-century before I concluded the same. And get this, he was the same age: 14y.

LIFE was LITERALLY cooked into existence by The Great Earth Mother. ALL life is inherently female. Even us males. Prove me wrong.

As for the Scottish Murmurs and Creative Calm, these sisters I have used for over 7 years now. Due to some rather severe traumatic events in me life, my combination of Complex-PTSD and Adult ADHD can sometimes bring those horrors back. Intrusive, and unwanted. Thus, to get to sleep, I sometimes use Scottish Murmurs and Creative Calm to help. If there are others who are suffering with nightmares of PTSD or Complex-PTSD, ASMR (Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response) channels on YouTube are an excellent tool to aid getting to sleep. Some ASMRists even make some videos up to 10 hours long. Perhaps longer. I usually only need about 30-60 minutes to get to sleep and sleep the night through.

As for dreams and nightmares and Night Terrors, I have since been able to program me mind to take ALL dreams, good and bad, and shunt them into mine own version of a mental dev/null. Thus, I can no longer remember any dreams. I found that to keep me nightmares and Night Terrors from effecting me the next day, I had to shunt ALL dreams into dev/null. Even the most beautiful rememberances of me SoulMate and daughters. But there was no other alternative. If I wanted the bad dreams to not be remembered, I also had to throw away the good dreams.

The Traumatic Events:

When I was but 10y old, I witnessed a drunk driver run a STOP sign and literally ran over my baby sister and her bike. This memory became so suppressed, I had completely forgotten I ever had a baby sister until some 45 years later when nightmares of the incident began haunting me. Me mom simply answered it was due to the death of me baby sister. And to this day, I still cannot remember her name. Sad. ADDENDA: Finally got me mom to tell me her name. Sabrina, whom I nickname Brinie.
Many rapine and battery events performed by the christinsane children at the behest of the adults. The Pulpit Prevaricator always preached that unbelievers were to be disparaged, ridiculed, and “torn apart” since we were demons of Satan. If we refused to become believers, we were to be treated worse than animals. We were to be thrown out like garbage. Thus, whatever disparagement was done to us unbelievers was “righteously” deserved. How sick is that mentality?
A rather severe fall while ship was in dry dock. This one gave me my extreme aversion to heights. I cannot even get 30cm above the ground before this aversion hits me. In other words, at the first step on a ladder. However, as long as I never look down, I can climb a ladder to a roof for instance, and once up there, I am perfectly fine as long as I do NOT look down.
Horrible accident with drunk driver that killed me SoulMate and twin daughters, and ALMOST killed me. It was this accident that was the most devastating and ruinous disaster that completely overwhelmed me mind for about 5y. Needless to say, I have BEEN to that thing you christinsanes call “Hell”. And I have since been able to fight me way back to some semblance of Heaven. Or, at least a harmony of Peace. Acceptance. Please note that this does not mean I have become a beLIEver in any God-Thing. Just that I have come to terms with the “Random Events of True Reality” (RETR). Good things happen to good people. Bad things happen to bad people. Unfortunately, horrible things also happen to good people. And bad people get away with everything, such as Religitards. That is True Reality. Once you can accept it, nothing ever bothers you again. Excepting that which I find repugnant, such as child molesters, and Religitards.

What is the difference between Night Terrors and nightmares? You already know what a nightmare is, a bad dream. Usually you snap awake when your mind has had enough. Night Terrors, which used to be another term for nightmares, are the unholiest of mental monsters. Take a particularly EVIL nightmare. If a nightmare, you will snap out of it. If a Night Terror, it keeps repeating over and over and over and…, until you literally suffer a psychotic break while asleep. You will awaken, but mentally, you are still mentally inside that Night Terror. You can even see your bedroom, your companion; but mentally you are still in that Night Terror. Since awake, IT becomes much like a schizophrenic psychosis very similar to a full-Blown PTSD-Flashback. However, it need not be a memory, entirely fantasy, yet seem so damned REAL. If you can utlize Lucidity, you can kill yourself at the start before the Night Terror comes to fruition. However, it simply repeats. Night Terrors differ from nightmares in that the sleeper cannot be awakened from a Night Terror. With a nightmare, simply shaking the person or calling their name will wake them. You can take Night Terror sufferers and literally throw them out of the bed, and they would not wake up. THAT is why Night Terrors no longer defines nightmares in psychology. As said, Night Terrors ARE the unholiest of mental monsters. Even the Religitards must agree.

With or without a god-damned God-Thing, Night Terrors are… I have suffered too many to even… Strike that, I would rather not think about them.

Now, I have made myself cry… Snot removal… …

— The Unknown Atheist

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